In fiecare inceput de dimineata, ma gandesc tot mai mult la tine. Si nu cred ca tu simti sau macar te gandesti ca asa ceva se poate sa se intample in mintea mea. Incerc sa-ti regasesc acea infinita forta in toti ochii verzi pe care ii intalnesc in drumul spre uitarea ta. Mai trist este ca nu reusesc. Si nici macar nu ma obosesc destul de mult sa fac asta. Nici astazi nu am nici cea mai vaga idee din ce motive m-am oprit pe acel blog acum trei ani. De ce am lasat comentarii gandurilor tale despre barbatul care a fost in viata amandurora. De ce m-am incapatanat sa te cunosc. Sa te recunosc. Sa te linistesc. Sa te invat ca viata incepe mereu, orice obstacol am intalni in calea spre noi insine. Si ma macina dorul asta atat de tare, cu fiecare minut pe care il eliberez din ceasul edenului pe care m-am obstinat sa-l transform in inerentul meu. In nicio clipa nu mi s-a intamplat sa fiu suficient de precauta incat sa nu stric oamenii. Cei pe care inca nu i-am cunoscut si cei pe care i-am lasat sa vada ce se afla dincolo de zidul optimismului. A reusit sa te opreasca din scris, lucru pentru care nu il voi ierta niciodata. Si cu mine a incercat sa faca acelasi lucru, insa am fost mai puternica. Poate pentru ca se afla la distanta. Daca era in apropierea mea cred ca mi-as fi pierdut si ultima bruma de curaj.... ahh atat de putine de spus au ramas ...
sometimes i hide with your picture
which i now i should've thrown away
but still i try to deny that i feel
nothing when i see your face
tears and months and years of calling most of time and i stay strong i'm ok i'm ok and i know that it isn't right but sometimes is so hard to fight do nothing every day and night
refren: i miss what could could have been late night calls that never end..i'm ok i'm ok i miss how you'd hold me close like you'd never let me go i'm ok i'm ok
your smile,your touch is in the past accept the facts you're never coming back oh no
i miss the love loving you,miss everything but is the truth...i don't miss missing you...it's ok ok
i can't forget the day you left
wish this pain would just make believe oh my heart breaks not a missed day why can't we rewrite our history
didn't know how i would feel i thought that i would never heal i'm ok i'm ok yes i moved on with my life but sometimes is so hard to fight do nothing every day and night
refren: i miss what could could have been late night calls that never end..i'm ok i'm ok
i miss how you'd hold me close like you'd never let me go i'm ok i'm ok
your smile,your touch is in the past accept the facts you're never coming back oh no
i miss the love loving you,miss everything but is the truth...i don't miss missing you...it's ok ok
sometimes unspoken words mean so long it shouldn't hurt but it hurts
if you ever think of coming home stay away rather then being alone alone alone cause baby
refren :i miss what could could have been late night calls that never end..i'm ok i'm ok
i miss how you'd hold me close like you'd never let me go i'm ok i'm ok
your smile,your touch is in the past accept the facts you're never coming back oh no
i miss the love loving you,miss everything but is the truth...i don't miss missing you...it's ok ď'm ok
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